Taylor Swift - Back To December

I’m so glad you made time to see me

How’s life? Tell me, how’s your family

I haven’t seen them in a while

You’ve been good, busier than ever

We small talk, work and the weather

Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you

Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December turn around and make it all right

I go back to December all the time

These days I haven’t been sleeping

Staying up late playing back my self leaving

When your birthday passed and I didn’t call

Then I think about summer

All the beautiful times I watched you

Laughing from the passanger side

And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came and the dark days

When fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love

And all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you

Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time

I miss your texting, your sweet smiles

So good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that September night

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

If we loved again I swear I’d love you right

I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t

So if the chain is in your door I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night

And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you

Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine

I’d go back to December turn around and make it all right

I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time